29 June 2007


Here I am at 1:57 am on my laptop. I should be sleeping, but I can't. No sirreeee Bob. I'm chatting on Yahoo! and I am blogging and I am on myspace and I am uploading pics to Photobucket. I cannot turn my mind off at night, so I can't sleep, and in turn I am sooo tired the next day! Poor Chase. His mommy is a walking zombie. I really do feel bad for the kid. I have no energy whatsoever to play with my little guy. I'm really lucky to have such an awesome son. He is adorable, I don't need people to tell me that, I know it. I knew it before he was born. He has the more gorgeous eyes. I swear people must think that I'm his babysitter or something because he really looks nothing like me as far as coloring goes. That's ok, he's a little mama's boy anyway. Which I love. I have no idea what I will do when he starts dating. I think that I will buy a taser. You know, instead of the father waiting on the porch with a shotgun for his daughter, it'll be me on the porch with my taser waiting for Chase. Poor kid. At least he'll know he's loved. Oh that brings me to a subject that I may have to rant about: Adoption. You know, its a real shame that our government charges so much money for an adoption. It's ridiculous. Why can't they just be happy that a child in need is going to a loving home? Is that not enough? Ok, off for more chatting.

27 June 2007

Couldn't Sleep

Since I couldn't sleep....here are some new pics. I am very obsessed with Photoshop, BTW. ENJOY!

Rock-a-bye Baby?!

Well, Chase man is finally asleep. He has been so cranky lately! UGHHH. I think that he's teething. I sure hope that he is because then there's an end (a short-lived one) in sight. Camille and I took him out to California Pizza Kitchen today. YUM. He was pretty good I might add. Since he's sleeping, I think I'll go take a little nap, too. Can anyone sing me "Rock-a-bye Baby"? It helps, really.

26 June 2007


Yeah, I'm FINALLY getting how to arrange the pics on this thing. GO ME!

I was obviously mistaken

So, I applied for a different JOB in the hospital....yeah thats a no go. I thought that the interview went really well, but I was OBVIOUSLY mistaken. UGHHH. I just needed to vent I guess.

25 June 2007


ok, here are some pics of Chase. FYI: I WILL go overboard with the posting of the pics!

It was a matter of time

Chase Robert....I love this little boy so much. I want to spoil him, not with material things, but with LOVE! He is the most precious thing in my life. This is sooo cliche, but he seriously completes my life. I couldn't imagine where I would be now if I didn't have him or Ian. Ok, I think that's enough for now.