I told Ian that I want another baby, and do you know what he did? He walked away as if I hadn't uttered a word. I guess that's my answer there. Makes me sad. I really don't want Chase to be an only child. But I also don't want my kids to be too close together, AND I don't know if we can afford another one. Still, I WANT another one. Maybe he just needs time to warm up to the thought of having another. I really want to start trying again in March. If I got pregnant then, it would make the two kids 2 years apart, which is good. Ok, I must sleep. Good Night.